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Sorry for the shitty work and the shitty photo. I have a shitty camera and from these past few days, I've been shaking, trembling and crying like a bitch so just bare with me or GTFO because this really isn't for you unless you're the girl in this picture. Btw, this is a "gift" for her...as an apology...

To my "sis", Amber:

We were closer than sisters...
...where did we go wrong?
...I'll tell you where...when you met me...
You deserve much better than me and you know it...
...you won't say it because you're a better person that I am...
You don't need someone like me...
You're much better off thinking of me being dead...
Think about how happier you'd be without me...
...you wouldn't have to fight with me anymore...
...you'd be able to go to Newfoundland to meet like you wanted to without any fighting...
...you wouldn't have to fight about how you hurt my feelings and how I've hurt yours...
...you wouldn't have to be asking my mom of how I'm doing/feeling...
...you'd probably have less stress in your life...
...you'd probably be a lot happier...
I want to say that I hate you, but that wouldn't be true...
...then again, you probably don't believe me anyway...
I want you to forget about me...because I feel like you already have...
Think about where your life is heading...where am I in that picture...
...I already know the answer...nowhere...
To say that I'm trying to forget you would be yet another lie...because you know I can't...
But it would be easier for you if you forgot about me...
I'm sorry for all of the trouble and problems I've caused...that's another reason why you should forget about me...
...if I'm making you cry, I'm sorry...
But all of this needs to be said before my heart explodes in pain and agony...
Just forget about me and go do what you want to do...
...go and move to Newfoundland and with ~ShrubbyNerb for all I care, or vice versa...
Like I said, just forget about me...even though I can't forget about you...